Jordan has a talent that made me first fall in love with him. Since it's the very thing that brought us together, and he deserves recognition i decided i'd share.
He writes the most beautiful poetry. Don't take my word for it, read it for yourself.
Here is an excerpt of a poem i recently rediscovered that really offered me comfort tonight:
"When all feels lost and overcome by doubt, I will be here with open arms awaiting embrace. When the walls of your bower close in about you and all seems nothing more then a hope just remember, is our love not written in the stars? Was it not your face that is engraved upon my heart? It is not a fading chance or a glimmer of hope that ties our fates together, its this passionate ardor evermore present and thriving as our first embrace so long ago. And if you were to ask how i know, its simple my dear. it glistens in the twinkle of your eye which proliferates such perfection only achieved through this love we share dwelling in our hearts."
This next poem is especially near to my heart. here is the story behind it.
During the summer my dad (trevor) got in a roll over accident in the middle of no where in Colorado. He was ejected from his semi-truck which happened to be a haz-mat load. This was about all the information i was given for about an hour. I was of course broken down and even more so broken hearted. My superman Jordan was in Arizona where he was living at the time so he was out of my reach. I had no means of comfort until he sent this poem my way:
"It is in moments such as these that I have left my heart to dispair. I feel the waves of the deep swallow me whole and I reach for anything as my discordence is the only thing in sight. I know you cry alone under a moon that is merciless to your pleas for release. Take heed to these words my love and know that I stand here to bear you up even as I write these words I reach out to your heart, standing under the same sky I lift my eyes to the heavens as I look upon your portrait painted with the stars, my hand outstretched in seek of yours a thousand miles in the distance. On this midnight breeze I sing these words to pierce your soul, weighed down by tragedy, my heart torn by the sadness of my beloved. I yurn to hold you close and serenade you with my lullaby, the architecture of which was brought to life in purpose to heal your severed soul. With every tear shed another one falls from my eyes, with every sorrow my heart is anchored down farther. Screams will be heard this night as I fight within myself knowing Im not there in your time of need. Alas, my dearest darling, my beautiful bride, though my flesh binds me to this lascerating longevity, I will in spirit break these boundaries that separate our hearts. I have called upon my god and he has heard my cries, he awaits to deliever to you all the strength in this my lionheart. As you crash admist the waves on this blackened night, I shall be the lighthouse atop harbor to guide you home into my arms. Before the twilight shall claim this rapture, these last words I leave, I love you beautiful."
We drove to Colorado that night with my fathers parents and everything turned out okay if you were wondering(:
Since this post after all is a tribute to my sweetheart, here is the first poem I ever read of his, unknowingly addressed to me:
Underneath the midnight eclipse, I walked to and fro, awaiting for the exordium of this edifice that enthralls such depths of romance that my frail heart, a vessel of amourous elixir, might once again unearth resolution to undo the blackest of tempests, that which lies in recreant dispondency. As my heart impatiently awaited the hands of the clock to return to their concise rhythm, my eyes adorned in the aura of an angel, in the presence of her, keeper of the key that contorts the gears of this lock that guards the encasement of my vessel. Dare I exact revenge against this thief who has in this moment of illusion stolen the very breath from my lungs? As i stood befuddled before this emblem of perfection, my vessel like a pyre, on the verge of ignition at her first touch. As my inner caitiff began to bleed through my disposition, i saw her smile start to fade as she turned to walk away and any hope of true love began to vanquish, my vehemence arose to decimate this incantation of silence between our hearts, a beautiful cadence overtook the air. This serenade of dire passion, this exordium of an edifice, reflected the infinite desire to do nothing more in this existence than to be held by her celestial embrace and to gaze into her eyes, the sparkle of which puts to rest the resplendent of Heaven's light, such as a candle in a room of illumination. The return of her fervor to my sight, brought to life new strength as i stretched forth my hand, a promise to never leave, and as she took it, we ascended to a glorious realm as we danced among the stars, none to compare to the vivid refractions of luminous crystal, that are her eyes.
Here are my creepy facebook comments, I was going more for the "hehe just stumbled upon this and loved it, i dont stalk you at all or anything" look.. hopefully he fell for it??
i agree with halee,
it really is beautiful jordan.
(:
He has written me soo much.
I hold all of his poems near and dear to my heart, maybe i will share more another time.
(:
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